An Invitation
After reading the reflections and sharing from the SNJM leadership gathering recently held in Santa Cruz, and reflecting on the many papers and communications coming forth in our reconfiguring process, while at the same time being aware of my own personal process and part in the whole story, I offer some thoughts for your consideration. It is my way of responding as an individual to this “thing” we are experiencing together called life.
I very much appreciated the application in ritual and process of the exodus story our leadership group experienced in Santa Cruz. I realized, though, that we are still relating our process to the movement from one place to another. Though in the movement we grow and change and become more, we see ourselves as still essentially the same people in the same world, just a little older and wiser. Have humans really changed that much since that trek in the desert? I mean, we still are conscious of God as being an outside influence, doing things for us. We see the Divine as separate from us, acting upon us. We may have changed our way of naming the Divine to be more “user friendly” with feminist, and inclusive words...and yet...God is still Other...
This I know: We are not just moving from one familiar place to a new place we will call home when we get there. We are becoming a new species, radically different from the one we started out being. For this transformation, we need a new story, as some of our scientists, theologians, artists, our Cultural Creatives are calling us to consider. When we emerge from this metamorphosis we may not even be in the same dimension! I know, this is getting into a “woo woo” place, now, but bear with me.
An Invitation
One of the awesome miracles of nature is the creation of the butterfly. After being deposited as a tiny speck of potentiality, on a life sustaining leaf, a little egg cell one day unfurls and becomes a tiny, fuzzy worm. It begins its journey towards magnificence as a consumer of its environment. In between bouts of consuming its environment, it goes through enormous growth and changes where it outgrows its skin, shedding it for a new look and yet, it’s mission remains the same...consume and change, consume and change. Each of the five stages is called an “instar!” (this is really what scientists call these stages, I looked it up in Encarta...) Towards the end of the fifth instar a quiet revolution begins to happen inside this creature. Little Cells, different from the ones its body and being knows, begin to appear. These amazing cells are called “imaginal cells” or “imaginal disks.”(again, the scientist’s words...)
At first, the caterpillar's immune system “reads” the appearance of these new cells as “intruders” and its immune system tries to fight off the new cells. But, since, the caterpillar is approaching a new stage of change there is an inner urgency to stop consuming and rest,...does dying fit here? By the time the caterpillar changes into the chrysalis, an awesome metamorphosis has begun. Inside the quiet little sack all the contents begins to breakdown into a chaotic ooze, a fertile, nurturing “soup.” Nothing within this new birthing place in any way resembles the creature that first entered, except the imaginal disks, which now proliferate and link together exchanging information. They hold the blueprint for the new creature. Each imaginal disk carries specific information and when linked together in chains, a whole new idea is formed! One, that in no way, resembles the creature that came before. When the newly created being emerges and takes flight its whole mission is different than the little consumer it was in a former life. Now, it is an awakener, a pollinator of new life, a messenger of hope and beauty, a way shower to new horizons. It is so connected now, to the Universal Matrix, that it has become an energy maestro. Some believe that the very flap of its wings has the power to create a hurricane! This Oneness With All That Is could only mean that there is somehow a change of consciousness, now, not separate from the whole but part of, one with, as the whole!
The journey of the human species is also undergoing a transformation. The Awakeners of a new consciousness within our society, the imaginal disks, are calling us to this metamorphosis. When we humans emerge from our transformative chrysalis, we will in no way resemble in appearance or mission the creatures we were in a former life. I liken the SNJM journey we have been taking these past 40 years since Vatican II as that of the caterpillar. Each decade since Vatican II has been one of growth, change and transformation.
Perhaps, using the butterfly metaphor we could call these stages we have been experiencing: “instars.” In a way, each has been marked by a theme, a star of an idea, a calling forth, a following of a vision for our community’s becoming (our whole history together is a becoming!) This latest stage, the 5th instar, is about creating a nest for ourselves that is a safe and nurturing place for our aging and infirmed. It is a letting go of our institutions and property; it is consolidating and downsizing our physical world to match the reality of our membership needs, abilities and limitations at this time in our story of becoming more. We say:”we are an aging community...” The provinces that reflect the youngest of our community, are realizing that we must regroup and reconfigure to prepare for the future becoming. (I trust we know we are becoming something new!) It is about giving ourselves over to the imaginal disks that won’t go away. The carriers of the blueprint for the new organism we are becoming.
In a very real way, it is about the transformation of our race. The Christ is the Master Imaginal Disk we SNJM follow; His mother, the Holder of the Mirror of Magnificence, showing us an inkling of who we are and who we are becoming, no less than A Child of God! We can only follow that inner star and the imaginal disks within the membership, and the whisper of the Holy Spirit, calling us to let go of the old and welcome something not yet revealed. Our hope is that the transformation will have to do with the Eastering of our planet and our race. Our collective body and being is changing.
We struggle to define how we can remain connected in this new stage of our journey of liberation. Mission centers emerge as an idea. In our present understanding they are physical locations, maybe geographic, familiar places, places with structure we can relate to, touchstones of memory and meaning we cling to....and yet, can we also be open to the possibility, that for a while now, we have been creating multidimensional mission centers... ones that do not occupy physical space? We have been creating HearthMind. (Yes, I know this is a new word. Hearth, we know... Mind is not about brain function or even thinking so much as it is consciousness and higher consciousness at that.)
These multidimensional mission centers are the gathering places of our hearts and our passions, our hopes for something new emerging. We are linking with those with whom we resonate. These are not necessarily our formal wisdom groups, but, they could be. This experience of HearthMind is also where we really talk and share, not from prepared papers, answering questions some committee has thought up to help facilitate the process, but, sharings late into the night, where we pour out our hearts and spill forth our hopes and dreams and musings in the safety of those we know love us and will listen for as long as it takes...not a two minutes at the microphone, stay on schedule kind of thing....
And, then, there is the question of mission broadly defined as “The full development of the human person.” Do we really know what a fully developed human is? Are we, truly allowing, encouraging this emergence in ourselves? So far, we are focusing on an earthbound, physical existence because that is all we know. But, what of our new bodies and beings? What will help us become the new human, one that may have powers and abilities that we only assigned the Son of God? Will we be able to heal, to walk through walls or walk on water? Will we be able to manifest and create seemingly out of thin air? Will we be so evolved that we can connect with the Divine Source and create a whole new reality, a New Jerusalem, Heaven on Earth? Will we be, like Jesus and other Great Awakeners in human history, human tuning forks, entraining the world around us to resonate at a higher frequency, the frequency of Love and peace, of gratitude and blessing? What is the true purpose of this so called “junk DNA” we carry? Will our earth remain the little planet spinning in space, or be catapulted into a whole new dimension our little human minds cannot conceive? What does it truly mean that we are the creators of our reality and that we live in a holographic universe? While these may be too mind blowing for us to think about, we are the seed-bed of change for the future, as were the ancestors who came before us. We are the faithful carriers of the Starseed planted within, yet to be revealed. These imaginal disks within must be entertained, they will not go away and we cannot fight them off as a foreign idea not connected with our own emergence.
This I know: we are the Awakeners of our species. There are many Awakeners on our planet now. I would like to think our mission emerging is as Awakener, hope bringer, harbinger of a new reality as Jesus Risen is for us. Those words in the garden: “won’t you stay awake with me...?” foretold the truly hidden agenda we carry, a guiding star, an epiphany, an Aha!
I see a vision and a theme, a new story emerging... I plant a seed for your consideration as we begin to give form to our next general chapter and the continuing journey ahead into the new and not yet revealed. I for one am already designing my wings!
Bright blessings!
Kathryn Knoll, snjm- (presently, Pacific Northwest, Planet Earth, Milky Way galaxy in Creator’s Universe!)
I very much appreciated the application in ritual and process of the exodus story our leadership group experienced in Santa Cruz. I realized, though, that we are still relating our process to the movement from one place to another. Though in the movement we grow and change and become more, we see ourselves as still essentially the same people in the same world, just a little older and wiser. Have humans really changed that much since that trek in the desert? I mean, we still are conscious of God as being an outside influence, doing things for us. We see the Divine as separate from us, acting upon us. We may have changed our way of naming the Divine to be more “user friendly” with feminist, and inclusive words...and yet...God is still Other...
This I know: We are not just moving from one familiar place to a new place we will call home when we get there. We are becoming a new species, radically different from the one we started out being. For this transformation, we need a new story, as some of our scientists, theologians, artists, our Cultural Creatives are calling us to consider. When we emerge from this metamorphosis we may not even be in the same dimension! I know, this is getting into a “woo woo” place, now, but bear with me.
An Invitation
One of the awesome miracles of nature is the creation of the butterfly. After being deposited as a tiny speck of potentiality, on a life sustaining leaf, a little egg cell one day unfurls and becomes a tiny, fuzzy worm. It begins its journey towards magnificence as a consumer of its environment. In between bouts of consuming its environment, it goes through enormous growth and changes where it outgrows its skin, shedding it for a new look and yet, it’s mission remains the same...consume and change, consume and change. Each of the five stages is called an “instar!” (this is really what scientists call these stages, I looked it up in Encarta...) Towards the end of the fifth instar a quiet revolution begins to happen inside this creature. Little Cells, different from the ones its body and being knows, begin to appear. These amazing cells are called “imaginal cells” or “imaginal disks.”(again, the scientist’s words...)
At first, the caterpillar's immune system “reads” the appearance of these new cells as “intruders” and its immune system tries to fight off the new cells. But, since, the caterpillar is approaching a new stage of change there is an inner urgency to stop consuming and rest,...does dying fit here? By the time the caterpillar changes into the chrysalis, an awesome metamorphosis has begun. Inside the quiet little sack all the contents begins to breakdown into a chaotic ooze, a fertile, nurturing “soup.” Nothing within this new birthing place in any way resembles the creature that first entered, except the imaginal disks, which now proliferate and link together exchanging information. They hold the blueprint for the new creature. Each imaginal disk carries specific information and when linked together in chains, a whole new idea is formed! One, that in no way, resembles the creature that came before. When the newly created being emerges and takes flight its whole mission is different than the little consumer it was in a former life. Now, it is an awakener, a pollinator of new life, a messenger of hope and beauty, a way shower to new horizons. It is so connected now, to the Universal Matrix, that it has become an energy maestro. Some believe that the very flap of its wings has the power to create a hurricane! This Oneness With All That Is could only mean that there is somehow a change of consciousness, now, not separate from the whole but part of, one with, as the whole!
The journey of the human species is also undergoing a transformation. The Awakeners of a new consciousness within our society, the imaginal disks, are calling us to this metamorphosis. When we humans emerge from our transformative chrysalis, we will in no way resemble in appearance or mission the creatures we were in a former life. I liken the SNJM journey we have been taking these past 40 years since Vatican II as that of the caterpillar. Each decade since Vatican II has been one of growth, change and transformation.
Perhaps, using the butterfly metaphor we could call these stages we have been experiencing: “instars.” In a way, each has been marked by a theme, a star of an idea, a calling forth, a following of a vision for our community’s becoming (our whole history together is a becoming!) This latest stage, the 5th instar, is about creating a nest for ourselves that is a safe and nurturing place for our aging and infirmed. It is a letting go of our institutions and property; it is consolidating and downsizing our physical world to match the reality of our membership needs, abilities and limitations at this time in our story of becoming more. We say:”we are an aging community...” The provinces that reflect the youngest of our community, are realizing that we must regroup and reconfigure to prepare for the future becoming. (I trust we know we are becoming something new!) It is about giving ourselves over to the imaginal disks that won’t go away. The carriers of the blueprint for the new organism we are becoming.
In a very real way, it is about the transformation of our race. The Christ is the Master Imaginal Disk we SNJM follow; His mother, the Holder of the Mirror of Magnificence, showing us an inkling of who we are and who we are becoming, no less than A Child of God! We can only follow that inner star and the imaginal disks within the membership, and the whisper of the Holy Spirit, calling us to let go of the old and welcome something not yet revealed. Our hope is that the transformation will have to do with the Eastering of our planet and our race. Our collective body and being is changing.
We struggle to define how we can remain connected in this new stage of our journey of liberation. Mission centers emerge as an idea. In our present understanding they are physical locations, maybe geographic, familiar places, places with structure we can relate to, touchstones of memory and meaning we cling to....and yet, can we also be open to the possibility, that for a while now, we have been creating multidimensional mission centers... ones that do not occupy physical space? We have been creating HearthMind. (Yes, I know this is a new word. Hearth, we know... Mind is not about brain function or even thinking so much as it is consciousness and higher consciousness at that.)
These multidimensional mission centers are the gathering places of our hearts and our passions, our hopes for something new emerging. We are linking with those with whom we resonate. These are not necessarily our formal wisdom groups, but, they could be. This experience of HearthMind is also where we really talk and share, not from prepared papers, answering questions some committee has thought up to help facilitate the process, but, sharings late into the night, where we pour out our hearts and spill forth our hopes and dreams and musings in the safety of those we know love us and will listen for as long as it takes...not a two minutes at the microphone, stay on schedule kind of thing....
And, then, there is the question of mission broadly defined as “The full development of the human person.” Do we really know what a fully developed human is? Are we, truly allowing, encouraging this emergence in ourselves? So far, we are focusing on an earthbound, physical existence because that is all we know. But, what of our new bodies and beings? What will help us become the new human, one that may have powers and abilities that we only assigned the Son of God? Will we be able to heal, to walk through walls or walk on water? Will we be able to manifest and create seemingly out of thin air? Will we be so evolved that we can connect with the Divine Source and create a whole new reality, a New Jerusalem, Heaven on Earth? Will we be, like Jesus and other Great Awakeners in human history, human tuning forks, entraining the world around us to resonate at a higher frequency, the frequency of Love and peace, of gratitude and blessing? What is the true purpose of this so called “junk DNA” we carry? Will our earth remain the little planet spinning in space, or be catapulted into a whole new dimension our little human minds cannot conceive? What does it truly mean that we are the creators of our reality and that we live in a holographic universe? While these may be too mind blowing for us to think about, we are the seed-bed of change for the future, as were the ancestors who came before us. We are the faithful carriers of the Starseed planted within, yet to be revealed. These imaginal disks within must be entertained, they will not go away and we cannot fight them off as a foreign idea not connected with our own emergence.
This I know: we are the Awakeners of our species. There are many Awakeners on our planet now. I would like to think our mission emerging is as Awakener, hope bringer, harbinger of a new reality as Jesus Risen is for us. Those words in the garden: “won’t you stay awake with me...?” foretold the truly hidden agenda we carry, a guiding star, an epiphany, an Aha!
I see a vision and a theme, a new story emerging... I plant a seed for your consideration as we begin to give form to our next general chapter and the continuing journey ahead into the new and not yet revealed. I for one am already designing my wings!
Bright blessings!
Kathryn Knoll, snjm- (presently, Pacific Northwest, Planet Earth, Milky Way galaxy in Creator’s Universe!)
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